This must be the way down.

If you believe in me, I'll believe in you.
I'm with you, if you want me to.

if it makes you happy

Something we want, Something we need, Something we crave, Something we see, Something we search desperately for, Something we deserve, Something we can't live without. Without it we're miserable, Without it we become cold, Without it we become distant, Without it we become depressed. With it we find comfort, With it we have hope, With it we survive, With it we smile, With it we give, With it we live.

Regrets

"If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultamately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment, that you've always wanted back."

-- Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill.

Lost & Found

For the past few weeks I've been constantly getting that really bad stomach feeling. You know, the feeling where you feel like you're going to be sick. The feeling that makes you want to crawl into a dark corner and stay there for a really long time; just disappear for awhile? Yeah, that feeling. Today that feeling is gone, and I feel such relief you would not even believe. It feels good, I feel good now. And now that the feeling is gone I decided that I'm going to be making some changes, good changes. I'm going to start making the most of everything; school, friends, family, Gaspé, life in general. I realized that I've been taking everything I have for granted; especially friends. In the last few days I found out who my real friends are. I could honestly say now that I could not live without them. Moving back to Montreal this summer is going to be a lot harder than I ever imagined. I always said "I can't wait to get out of this place! " but now.. it's different. It's going to be emotional and I know I'm going to miss it like crazy. I miss my friends already and I haven't even left yet, it sounds weird but it makes perfect sense in my head. I decided that I'm going to make a huge scrap book thingy with pictures of everyone and everything; all of my Gaspé memories in it. It's going to be pretty damn awesome I think. It's my new project and I'm going to be starting really soon! =D