For the past few weeks I've been constantly getting that really bad stomach feeling. You know, the feeling where you feel like you're going to be sick. The feeling that makes you want to crawl into a dark corner and stay there for a really long time; just disappear for awhile? Yeah, that feeling. Today that feeling is gone, and I feel such relief you would not even believe. It feels good, I feel good now. And now that the feeling is gone I decided that I'm going to be making some changes, good changes. I'm going to start making the most of everything; school, friends, family, Gaspé, life in general. I realized that I've been taking everything I have for granted; especially friends. In the last few days I found out who my real friends are. I could honestly say now that I could not live without them. Moving back to Montreal this summer is going to be a lot harder than I ever imagined. I always said "I can't wait to get out of this place! " but now.. it's different. It's going to be emotional and I know I'm going to miss it like crazy. I miss my friends already and I haven't even left yet, it sounds weird but it makes perfect sense in my head. I decided that I'm going to make a huge scrap book thingy with pictures of everyone and everything; all of my Gaspé memories in it. It's going to be pretty damn awesome I think. It's my new project and I'm going to be starting really soon! =D
Making the most of everything sounds good :) I'm glad that you're feeling better. Leaving everything behind is going to be hard but you have good things waiting for you here, promise :) And don't forget that the ones that you're leaving behind that really mean a lot to you, will still be in your life, no matter what! <3
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